emotions...

Yesterday I sat and watched my best friend go through a million emotions, all in the matter of an 8 to 10 hour period. I saw anger, pain, anticipation, nervousness, hope, excitement, joy and extreme sadness.

I saw a man that loves his children so much that he puts himself through this gamut of emotions on a daily basis. I saw a man that surprised 90% of the people in attendance yesterday for being strong. I saw a man that felt horrible that he had to be that strong, but knew he had to do it. I saw a man that knew when the time was right, he could breakdown and let it all come out.

Earlier in the week, we thought this was going to be over, but after yesterday, this is just a new chapter that's starting. It's the beginning to the ending.

It's sad to see this wonderful man go through all of this. It's a joy to see the strides he has made in self-improvement. It's happiness when his children scream "Daddy!" and run into his arms. It's pain to see him hurting. I guess all of these emotions are not just for him, they are for everyone.

I just want you to know that we all love you and we are all there for you...