it's that time again, kids...

time to write...

well, it's been an interesting few weeks... my personal life, what there is of it, sucks... work, well, is work... and right now, i'm bored to tears...

i'm in this strange state of limbo... we aren't together, but we talk everyday... i don't want to be with anyone right now... not him, not anyone else... i just want time for me... and i can't seem to have that either. with katie and the baby being here, no free time for grandma... but that's a different kind of time... it all reminds of this incredible book i read for work called "the one minute manager meets the monkey" and how as a leader, we tend to take "monkeys" from everyone, leaving no time for us to be a leader. well, i got me a shit load of monkey right now... and not just work monkeys...

i am excited though, i get to go to san antonio next week!! WOO HOO!!! i'm going for business, and it's going to be a long and busy week.... but i won't be here... maybe some of that "me" time i need will happen in texas...

my best friend is getting married... i'm happy for him.... one of my good friends from texas is having a baby.... and i sit here and think that i would have been married by this time... we would have celebrated our 1 month anniversary already...

i know i am all over the place with what i am writing, but i guess this is better than sitting in bed, tossing and turning and trying to get to sleep when your brain won't turn off...

so, i apologize for the randomness... maybe one day i will actually put words down in a logical order... nah, why do that??? :-)