whatever...

i'm sure that i have used this title line before, but you know what, i really don't care... it's been a bit since i have written, and right now, i'm writing out of emotion, so let's see how far this carries me... i'm cranky... very cranky... and when i get cranky, suddenly everything that is going on in my life blows up and everything is wrong... i can't really pin it down as to what is wrong, but something is... just this gut feeling, telling me to "RUN AWAY." i don't know... run away from what? work? home? i don't know, but something is gnawing at me to get tha fuck out of whatever it is... it's funny, my horoscope said that this is the kind of day i was going to have... and i didn't read it till just now... but as i sit here and get more pissed off, i am realizing, "hey, you made your bed, lie in it" now, i made my bed at work, i made my bed at home, i made my bed with my finances, i made my bed with my family... so, which bed am i talking about... i don't know... wish i did... maybe it's all of them... who knows... i just wish i would quit fucking up...