i really should be working, as i have a HUGE list of stuff to do, but i am now working on hour 13, and i have kind of lost all urge and desire to work... o well...
the past few weeks have been crazy. labor day holiday, long weekend, come back to a trip to denver, back in the office 1 day. then, in the office on monday, out again to tucson on tuesday... drama filled on tuesday, but i eventually made it to tucson (wednesday!) then drama at home while in tucson, then back home on friday, to more craziness at home that weekend...
this was my first full week in the office since the beginning of september. it's funny, because the only thing i was looking forward to all month was my birthday, and i don't celebrate my birthday, because i just don't... well, this was the first birthday since the divorce that i had someone besides my family in my life that i wanted to share it with... and it ended up being a great day, because Greg was with me, until we went to the airport so i could go to tucson...
coming home was nice though... now that all the visitors are out of the house, it's back to mom, sophie, greg, madison and me... sarah every other weekend, and katie, with her big pregnant belly, some times. i was telling greg tonite at dinner how all i want to do is lay naked in bed with him all weekend... now, we all know, we can't do that all weekend, but that's what i want to do, just be with him....
we talk every nite as we lay in bed, unwinding from the day, and laugh and giggle about stupid stuff, and as i laid there last nite, the biggest smile came over my face... he didn't see it (it was dark, after all!) but i was so incredibly happy... i can't wait till the day that he makes me his forever... granted, in my heart and mind, i am already there, but i just can't express how much i love this man and his daughter...
well, this hasn't increased my productivity level at work, but it felt good to write... i should be writing my self appraisal, but alas, i'm not...
nite pholks...
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