ever had that feeling that you were drowning, and you just couldn't get to the top of the water to get the air? i feel as if my life is completely out of my hands, and i don't know how to get my hands back around it... i'm spiraling out of control, and i haven't felt like this in a long time... and to be honest, i don't like it.
i feel like a puppet... going thru the motions to make every other fucker in this world happy but me (sorry for the rudeness, but i watched shaun of the dead this weekend, and that quote just kind of stuck... it goes something like this)
Liz - "if i don't do something, i'm gonna spend the rest of my life in this bar with the rest of these sad old fuckers, drinking myself to death and wondering what the hell happened"
Shaun - "what do you mean, do something?"
i don't know, all i know is that right now, BESIDES being horribly sick (stress related,) i feel completely out of control...
o well, i guess this too shall pass... always does, one way or another
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