do i have "alcoholic magnet" tattooed on my forehead?

i swear... what is it about me? why does it seem that there is always SOMETHING... i learned alot about dealing with an alcoholic in my last relationship, and in this one, i have found that i am much stronger than i was before... i can tell you, i'm definitely not putting up with the amount of shit i did before... but damn, man...

it's funny, because greg gets upset when i compare him to ben, but i'm not comparing him, i'm comparing his behaviors to ben...and i see the same behaviors in greg when he has been drinking that i saw in ben....

all i have to say is ugh...

i do know that i can't go thru another weekend like i did this weekend. and i told him that... i have 3 choices...

1. continue on like nothing is wrong
2. kick him to the curb
3. rehab - to which i will go, and i will be there for support

the thing is, he doesn't see what his behavior is doing to the people that love him... all he sees is him... again, i say... ugh....

and with that, i'm spent...