well, it's been a long time since i have sat down and actually wrote something. the past couple of weeks have been crazy and i don't know, i guess my frustration has finally gotten to me...
we found out a couple of weeks ago at work, that one of our accounts is leaving on august 11. this is an account that i helped start up, but i am no longer associated with. so, why am i frustrated, since i'm not associated with it anymore?
well, because they are leaving, we may not need all the management people that we currently have in place. i got promoted (temporarily, until i could prove myself) in january. so, because of the fact that although, yes, i have proven myself, my position may be eliminated.
so, i find out today, that i will still have my position until at least september 1, but that we will "revisit" everything then. so, i have a month of stressing out ahead of me. there is really no one i can talk to about this situation, as my boyfriend works for the same company, and all of this is information that i'm not really allowed to discuss in detail. (what i have written thus far is all common knowledge, so i'm not divulging any secrets by writing this.)
i'm also frustrated in the fact that the few times i do try to talk to him about anything work related, it turns into a fight. we fight about work all the time, unfortunately. he and i are VERY different when it comes to the way we look at work. so, it's to the point that work is an "off-limits" topic... and that sucks.
i can't talk to my mom about it, because she will just share it with greg because she is "worried" about me... i understand that, but at the same token, i would like to talk to my mom.
o well... i feel better now that i got some of this out... the next month is gonna suck.
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