where everything is perfect and everything works out just the way you want it to.... but alas, i don't, so, gotta deal with what the Big Man upstairs hands you, right?
i am not a "church going" person... last time i went was my dad's funeral, last January. just because i don't go to church doesn't mean i don't believe, doesn't mean i don't worship in my own way. sometimes i think to myself "self, do you think if you went to church and did everything that you are SUPPOSED to do, would God fulfill your hopes and desires for you?" Of course i think that... BUT, i also think that God knows how each of us work, and that he knows that we will all worship in our own way. That's what makes us all unique. God didn't make a bunch of "cookie-cutter" women and men, He made us all different.
i do believe that everything happens for a reason. Call it fate, destiny, serendipity, whatever... i do believe that. I also believe that God only gives us what we can handle. I wouldn't be going through all of this pain if God didn't think i can handle it. i wouldn't be going thru all this turmoil at work and all of this financial bs if i couldn't do it. i know, some people are going to scoff at those statements, but that's how i feel. what's that saying? "if He brings you to it, He will bring you through it." call me goofy, but i do believe that...
so, what does all of this have to do with TV Land? on tv everything always works out. every bad thing that has ever happened to someone seems to have a happy ending. of course, all of this is solved in 30 minutes, less commercials. if it was only that easy.... i guess i am just looking for my happy ending too....
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